Bloggin....

This post is dedicated to three people who inspired me to write on blogs...One is none other than hemu, who was the first one to comment on my blog otherwise I'v thought to stop writing blogs; 2nd is zubin, who is my ideal & whom I always take inspiration to do something and 3rd is that girl who makes me write my feelings on the blog.

Earlier I used to write all my feelings on my diary and never used to share with others, not even with my best friends. Even many of those dont know that I write diary. But now I am thinking of writing all those in the blog, in this way it can be shared with people and also I can get comments on it whether what I did or what I've thought is right or wrong or what should I do now. But even now I am confused, as I am not comfortable in sharing my thoughts with others. It gave me a different kind of feeling that what the other person will think that what I want from him..this feeling never let me share my feelings with others. I dont want to have others' sympathies or dont want to become others' joke. But whenever I shared a feeling of mine, it for a time gave me satisfaction but later on I broke up with that person, whether he's my best friend or not. So, from that incident onwards I am scared to share anything. But blogging can be a way to share as it is not that I am sharing with any one particular person so there is no chance of fight between the two. But at the same time if I am wrong and all will get annoyed from me and stop talking to me it will be worst for me. I dont know what to do. Sometimes I feel I should share each and everything with others but at the same time I am scared of. So, I am just giving a try and lets see if it works I will continue with it.

This is my first post (except for those poems), so ... you know what I wanna say.....